Giving Up

Sometimes I just want to give up and walk away. I'm too stubborn to do it. For some it seems to come so easy and for others not so.

I fought most of my life. I was the popular unpopular kid in school. Maybe 1 day, I'll tell you some of the stories but today is not that day. I was given the things I need. The things I wanted I had to fight, beg, and work my butt off. Does it ever get easy? I guess not for someone like me. Oh well, I'll just keep it moving forward.

Right now, I really don't know how. I thought I was moving forward but I'm still at square 1 or I might be even further back than square 1. Can you even be at square -10? I don't think so but who knows.

My dream at 5 years old should probably stay a dream. I have to try and make it a reality. Why you ask? It's all I know. Music is all I have ever really wanted to do. All my career goals spring from me singing.

Things happen for a reason, I just have to deal with it. So I will. I might be back at square 1 but all that means is I can start again. So it's not game over. I hit restart! :-)

Sometimes it's good to rant. Today I need it.